Dominant Mistresses.
My deepest sexual fantasy has always been with people who break gender rules. No, I'm not talking about bisexuality, but more subtle than that - the "trans" factor. Bisexuality counts too, I guess. I deeply fantasize top women, and dominant mistresses. I think if I was ever to try S&M, it would be with a top woman, maybe FTM?.

I believe that the one who hurts you most, can give you most pleasure. And I'm not into porn at all. Pornography disgusts me. It's so bi-gendered - even if it was gay porn. People don't break gender rules. There's always a "top" - a penetrator and a "bottom" - a receiver. I want more than that - porn does not offer that, it doesn't turn me on.
People who transgress turn me on. Men who dress like women, women who dress like men. Women with strap ons, women who penetrate, men who receive.
They turn me on.
in fact, what is man and woman? I dream beyond men and women.
I dream of androgeneity.
I dream of the middlesex.
I dream of transgender.